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Harp Songs of a Land Woman

by Bethan Le Mas

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1.
I only took a little lavender, sir I wouldn't take no more I know that you can spare it It is for my mother who is dead, sir Gone five winters past Her grave lies bare and I cannot bear it When she was a child she came from Spain, sir In the court of the queen Where all smelt of incense and oranges If I am to die, I will do it well, sir Let me to my priest I will confess all my sinner's ways Though I only took a sprig of lavender, sir I suppose that is enough To undo a thousand holy days Would you kneel beside me as I pray, sir? I know the stone is cold But you have firs to rest upon But a moment of your time, sir Then you may fetch the blade And breathe easy once my breathing's done Will I hear the whistle and the gasp, sir? Will I feel a chill When you set my spirit free? If there is a maid standing by, sir Would you let her take the flower That has so condemned me? And if God will not receive my sinner's soul, sir Then I will go to Spain And rest amongst the oranges
2.
Is it strange to you I loved another man Before I loved your father? Would it be easier felt if I was born Then you were born mere moments after? I was a child as you are, my girl And ill I knew of men But love him I did best as I could As I knew loving then Then the wind comes Then the wind When I was only grass-hopping high I had a roan dappled mare Wherever I thought of riding to She would take me there I fed her on white sugar cubes With grains so finely defined Easily I costed love In that time But the wind came Yes the wind My father bequeathed me an acre land So I took my beloved there We sat sprinkled with orchard shade And scoffed up the juiciest pears I awaited each morn my receipts of love Eager as a flower sun-born Tail thudding hearth like a loyal dog Eyes as damp as a fawn But the wind comes Still the wind The scales remained all set askew But he gave me no sugar cane Just the same confusion every week Trying to fight me again So I took myself down to the river glen And washed away my old mare Then he wasn't sure how to love me no more So used to seeing her there Oh the wind comes Yes the wind Is it strange to you I loved another man Before I loved your father? Would it be easier felt if I was born Then you were born mere moments after? I was a girl as you are, my girl And ill I knew of men But love him I did best as I could As I knew loving then
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Widowmaker 00:49
What is a woman that you forsake her And the hearth fire and the home acre To go with the old grey widowmaker? What is Woman that you forsake her And the hearth fire and the home acre To go with the old grey widowmaker?
4.
What god or fate or pharaoh Mapped us in these fey ley lines? We're carved in stone and split in two In dolerite and Saracen spines Brought by boat and time to be stood Knotted together like carpenters' wood In the basin of a fertile land we stand Ready at Arthur's hand we stand To speak the sun's revolve Into magic when the morning clears To map the strangely passing Of the winter summer years I fear they did not know but only knew They must stand us here For stone calls out to stone when souls Are split as we are split, my dear Call and repeat and repeat and call And the owl has it wrong and the cuckoo will fall And the breaker will snatch what rocks it can Snatch but we stand far inland Does it please you to be thought of this way? As hewn-off granite or sculpted clay? It is the only way I find easy to say How bones are just stones in the remains of the day How love eternal inters all its promises in earth Smooths them over solemnly with velvet turf But if we are turf and earth and bird And day and night and dolerite Look! How we stand and stand and will not let go Not for any god or fate or pharaoh
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In a year I've had a hundred thousand lives So my brain is rather tired And no one has the time To recount them line by line So please forgive this prayer is short You see, the other problem is I don't believe in God But hey, you never seemed to mind Your version was inclusively inclined That we had in common That, and the shape of our chin And half our kin In mourning and yearning For that which has fallen into disrepair I turn to the rituals we habitually thought Would cross the river and take us there Or keep you here But in the pallid candlelight Your only given death rite You seem no nearer So in my attempt To fulfil the promise of blood to you I am only confronted once again With all I cannot do I cannot excarnate you Or burn you on a pyre Or wear your mask to dance with Or stack your long bones high Or drink from your skull Or pipe you down the Merlot Instead we left you to the worms Which hardly seems fair For one, they didn't know you And there's no humour down there I fear they will bore you Due to these constraints of space and time We are left with a song And if you've still ears to hear I'll tell you what's been going on The cat is sleeping And soon he will be dead And we will all follow you both Into the earth or into the water Or up to the sky if you're a better daughter than I And in this fickle gap we make Between these two voids of peace I hope we did nothing Of any meaning But give and receive and laughter So those who come after May sense on the breeze That giants lived then And they were as foolish as we And our little plans may be reborn inside their mind And they may become dust, as us, in time May they honour the dead As I cannot well do Except this poor gift to you

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released April 17, 2020

All songs written and performed by Bethan le Masurier. Lyrics of Widowmaker from "Harp Song of the Dane Woman" by Rudyard Kipling. Mixed and produced by Bethan le Masurier.

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Bethan Le Mas England, UK

I am a British singer-songwriter, playing piano, guitar, cello,Celtic harp, ukulele, and whatever else I can get my hands on. Livestreaming on twitch.tv/cornyears

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